Live through this- a little hell breaks loose (4)

poet and spoken word preformer Patricia Smith talks about her relationship with her parents, how her mother wanted her to act as something she wasn't, how she clung to the father she loved even though he was hardly the catholic role model her mother wanted, and how her fathers murder affected her. she talks about how her father encoraged her writing, and how she used his death to fuel her her passion for writing.